One day
when the world was full of spring, my husband and I were traveling through the
poorer section of a large city. Cracker-box houses were wedged among the
tenements and billboards. There was little birdsong, few trees. Mostly it was a
concrete world.
It seemed spring had forgotten to
come here. I rode along with a strange restlessness beginning to stir in me,
with a bit of sadness seeping into the car. Dogs without collars. Dirt without
grass. Children without butterflies. It seemed a paradise lost.
At a
stop sign, we paused before yet another dilapidated old house, scraped by the
years of all its paint. But that's not what grasped my attention. There across
the front of it was a window box with newborn red flowers peeping over the side.
Tulips, I believe. An old woman was watering them from a tin can. She appeared
to be unaware of all the concrete, of the sadness that seemed to be coming
through its cracks.
Suddenly, as I watched
her, she did something so lovely, so breathtaking, I can see it still. She
reached down and patted the soil around her flowers as a mother pats a sleeping
child. Then she bent her face close to them and rubbed a petal against her
cheek. And for an instant I was sure I saw God in her face.
As we
pulled away from the old woman watering red flowers on a gray street, I promised
myself I would not forget her nor the truth she brought to me that day—that
something deep in all of us yearns for God's beauty and we can find it no matter
where we are.
Leaving the city behind
us, I wondered if maybe I hadn't stumbled upon one of God's subtle
challenges—that of searching for beauty in homely things, for spring in
barrenness, and for a spark of happiness in sorrow. Maybe whenever a child picks
a dandelion, or a person leans on his hospital window before a sunrise, or an
old woman grows flowers in a slum, they are all meeting this challenge whether
they realize it or not. For God has placed a fragile searching quality in each
of us, a quality so easily lost.
I would like to go back
and thank the old woman. Without knowing it, she told me that if I look for
beauty in unexpected places, I shall surely find it. God's window boxes are
everywhere.
Music playing is Nocturn No 2
in Eb by Frederick Chopin